already gone~

19 december... everythings change... till now.. 5 january~
i can't even forget his face, all of our memories, our passed...
seriously i miss him... but i knw i can't...
i can't find him.. coz i have to put down this relationship..
he's not the one of me..
i love him... but i can't really feel his respect, love and care..wad i wan??
simply and easy.. i wan you love me.. with ur true love.. within ur heart.. to treat me as a girlfriend..
it was not hard.. it just simply.. coz... but why???
i can accept everything u are.. but...
i really cant lying myself...
i have no feeling since u hit me...u knw...
hw much i love you... but!!!!!!!! u knw????
since i heard u and her's conversation hw hurt am i???? u knw tat kind of hurt???
u knw since i did _____ u knw how hurt am i?????? u knw????
u knw since when u hit me!!!!!! that kind of hurt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
everything u did i can't even forget easily... coz u're used to be
i can't forget!!! really...
seriously i love you very much........... but i treat it in another way...
if you're mine u will be back to me... if not then not lar...
enjoy ur life and i will appreciate my life now...
i very enjoy my life and i love it...

act i have nth to say.. just... im pretty down...
dunno why... maybe listening to our song... if you're not the one... hmmm...
miss u.. really... but... i knw maybe u're hating me...
watever =)

i enjoy to be my OWN self nw... coz im freedom now..
i can do wad i like.. i can go where i wan... i can be fren with anyone.. great right?
hmmm i knw... times will made my feels fade away..
i trust it will... (times)...

but really sry... coz leaving u... sry....... sry......